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The shoes I plan to get. I’m hoping for my birthday so I can wear them to school. I
So I was told this was an ugly photo… I mean it’s normal to look ugly when your tired right?
My new shoes. I think I love them.
It’s been a while
After realizing my life is starting to have less meaning everyday, I started looking for a purpose. I still haven’t really found it, but I learned a lot along the way.
1. NEVER sleep with friends… Fwb’s don’t work. Even if you both think it won’t get weird, it will. Nothing romantic between friends ends well unless you both mean it for life. (like old people who have been married forever)
2. Never hook up with someone you hardly know even if you kinda know them. At the end they’ll end up hurting you more than you thought.
3. Keep your close friends near because they can disappear like the fake ones.
Life without school has no purpose. I mean it. You’re bored all day, you substitute things to replace your boredom that are usually bad, and then you start messing up your life slowly. I’m just happy I didn’t completely give up. I’ve lost friends because I was blinded by excitement, and for that I apologize. I’ve said things that only a “stern woman” would say to keep a conversation going. I’ve tarnished my life. Now those who know me too well think nothing of me… And those who know me well enough know to say a safe distance away. The only good thing from this experience is that I never want to do it again. I’d rather be pulling my hair out in study hall about a test I forgot about than deal with all that again. Only 1 month to go. I hope I can survive it… One step at a time. Thanks for reading (to whomever decides to peek).
